You ain't just whistlin' dixie. It makes it hugely difficult to give people the credit they deserve, when you've seen what happens when you give them /more/ than they deserve... I think that's my biggest problem... Granted, by being a cynic I haven't been so deeply hurt since, but neither have I enjoyed life so much as I did before things went bad, there.
Then again, my joy ultimately proved to be based on an illusion.
I guess the big question is whether I think it'd be worth it to open up enough to try and find similar joy based in reality... Provided that's even possible... I have no idea whether or not it is...
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Re: It helps a lot....>> "dual-boot" therian....
Date: 2005-09-02 04:19 am (UTC)It makes it hugely difficult to give people the credit they deserve, when you've seen what happens when you give them /more/ than they deserve... I think that's my biggest problem... Granted, by being a cynic I haven't been so deeply hurt since, but neither have I enjoyed life so much as I did before things went bad, there.
Then again, my joy ultimately proved to be based on an illusion.
I guess the big question is whether I think it'd be worth it to open up enough to try and find similar joy based in reality... Provided that's even possible... I have no idea whether or not it is...