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[aureantes]

PAIN!!!!!!!!!! WHY...PAIN...???....

Don't ask, don't ask, don't let yourself go again, let yourself fall again, every damn time.  Learn to be loved in your loneliness only, with never a scrap for the starving, the ravenous thing that lies deep inside, still all-too-close to the surface -- you showed it, you let it be seen.  And now you remember, it's just like the last time -- same over and over, and never resigned / for all that you held to of honour and grace, when that moment comes then it all just explodes in your face....

But never drop names, only clues...let the only scandal be yours--and wrap it up inside a fable, sealed inside a fairytale.... --Un homme jeune? --Oui... --what more can be said...? 

Just choose your soundtrack for the scene, and let it all play out...that's just the way it goes, no one to blame.  Every time the same--don't dare to hope again....don't dare express.  Stay away and maybe no one / will disturb the deepest oceans into stress--let sleeping dragons lie, don't run your searching hand / along the tiger's tail.... 

Something like that--avoid those eyes / for your own have spoken all too much tonight.  Say no more, for your words have traveled far and wide.  Leave this room or pace awhile in silence, in the darkened moonlight, high and lofty, lowest of them all....

 

Comments

I assume, then, that "are you okay?" would be a dumb question.

[litharriel.livejournal.com]

Sorry, this probably isn't the time for wit... :-/

*hugs*

If you need a shoulder to lean on, the ever present sounding board, if any of that might make the pain a little less... Sounds like you've had a rough one.

Re: I assume, then, that "are you okay?" would be a dumb question.

[litharriel.livejournal.com]

I wasn't suggesting that you "dump it" particularly. I allowed for the possibility that you might still be friendly with the person in question, right from the get-go. I was only pointing out that these situations generally are not worth the grief, which I know you understand.

Baiting aside, I would've said much the same to your friend, there, if she had been my friend and spoken of a similar hurt. And I would've been equally unapologetic about it.

Moving on, I can understand what you're saying. It's hard to open up one way and not open up in others...

[aureantes.livejournal.com]

Hmm.....okay, just to change the subject a tad (blatantly evasive maneuver), has anyone tried looking up that phone number I left in the subject line?