Really, I'm amused at myself....well, and around myself. I must be part of a dying/separate breed -- the people who actually believe that using more extensive and precise language can clarify things. Old-school rhetoricians? Overarticulate orators? -- well, whatever it is, it's good when you see a chance that it might actually do the job of communication.

Sometimes it doesn't work. Sometimes, people are so unused to the full range and subtlety of unashamedly-intelligent discourse that it just shuts them down, clams them up -- and thus we have the sad phenomenon of thread-ending, where one person holds forth (reluctantly or not) and no one else can think of anything more to say.

Or, on the other hand, there's the counter-attack (wait a second, there was no attack in the first place!) by which one is accused of elitism, egotism, narrowmindedness, arrogance, etc. Often encountered among disgruntled roleplayers who hate feeling verbally inferior....sheesh, this at a time when the 'netspeak' of IMs and text-messaging is gutting the very foundations of literacy in our so-called culture, and they want to not feel at all intimidated or insecure?

That is one of the few areas in which I may come across as reactionary, conservative, etc, and even a bit of an asshole -- I have no patience for people who are borderline illiterate and think they're "all that." I don't think it's cute, I don't think it's defensible, and I don't think it's something that ought to be enabled by peer groups either. I think that children (or teens) should not be allowed to use instant-messaging until they have demonstrated a reasonable foundation in the spelling, punctuation and writing of their own native language -- they're getting stupid with all this enabled slacking-off in articulation, getting used to shortcuts and not knowing how to function without them. And 'adults', too....frankly, I have been known to refuse flat-out to chat with people simply because they used the shorthand "asl?" instead of bothering to start a real conversation. But if there's no real conversation, then why should I waste even a minute of my time on those idiots? Life's too short to chat with people who have nothing to say and no decent way to say it.

There, I'm an elitist -- can't be expressing such hatefilled opinions online, now can we? Screw it, I'm not about to apologize for being able to write intelligently and correct my own typos rather than wallowing in them. If people don't want to feel inferior and intimidated, maybe they oughta learn better instead of just getting pissed off 'cause I don't tone it down that I happen to write at a superior level. It's not an attitude, it's just me doing something better than them -- that's all.

But it's still a deadly weapon -- even when I'm not using it as such. And it can be whipped out on instinct, to whomp with overwhelming verbiage and rhetorical rationality and all that manner of thing that (for most) has gone the way of the entire field of belles-lettres. People just don't care to hone their words that finely anymore...as with swords, passed by in favour of terse projectiles. And just as swords have gone from implying the capability of dangerous usage to the privilege to the immediate intent, skilled words are widely mistrusted as inherently-malicious weapons in the hands of an unrecognized-yet-still-hated aristocracy. Sometimes one gets the urge to play that game....sometimes one's just trying to communicate -- but strongly.

And thus the word-stick in its own right, even though used with actual malice towards none, approaches the more-hostile vehemence of the ginsus -- just because of the sheer force and desire that I must be understood clearly, and I will accept no other way but that of the greatest clarity and precision. It may hit the mark, or it may result in a sudden Babel or dead silence. Language is our greatest tool and weapon as a species -- yet it is constantly overlooked, neglected and underestimated. Is this part of a progressive evolution to more-essential-and-important things, as some might propose? --or is it a dire decline in the acuity and flexibility of the average human intellect?

I'm sure you can guess what my answer is to that.

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Good question. You may have noticed (or not) that I've updated and customised my profile text to be a bit more sophisticated looking and a bit more deadly-warningish....but believe me, I do have my reasons for issuing the caveat, lest people think that I'm a far nicer and more pushovery person than I actually am. Everyone has their snapping points -- I think it's only fair that I should state the existence of mine up front, rather than having people think they have impunity with me (while playing standoffish on their own). And that applies regardless of any online or offline status-marker that you can choose to lean on -- it simply won't fly: if you fuck around with me, you will get burned. Burned, flayed, sliced, diced and made into curly fries...to coin a phrase.

Luckily, anyone who's stayed actively on my flist thus far is not likely to be in that position...hah, that's 'cause I actually read profiles up front....wow, what a concept...:-| It's the more common-and-callous thing known as online group interaction that tends to have asswipes baying for my blood when I dare to apply my intellect in their general vicinity. Somehow it pisses them off that I have something stronger than mere personal opinions or even beliefs entailed in my philosophy....oh, and theology, but let's not go there quite yet. I even have had people trying to screw with me when I'd personally approved their memberships as moderator in my own groups. I don't know why people think that they can take me for granted or walk all over me just 'cause I don't announce myself as an egotistical asshole right off the bat.

But no more of that -- at least not here. I may not spout myself off as being affiliated with this, that and the other in the highest and most secret-&-revered degrees, but at least I have the dignity and honour to stand by my own name and nothing more. If you don't like it, that's your problem....I'm sick and tired of being blamed for others' irrationality and weaseling about their own lack of self-distinction, purpose, insight, ambitions, ethics or principles. If you've had to deal with any of my pointed rants before (all entendres intended), you probably have a good idea of the type I mean. People who are too weak to be honest....they always have to lean on something else instead. Their quantity of nominal friends, their quantity of groups, the grand esoteric jargon and regalia of their make-believe worlds, their pomp and oh-so-serious insular circumstance, their vicious contrariness, their smothering fluffiness, their acerbic hostility and kneejerk snarkings against anything that shakes the status quo of "You've got your world; I've got mine -- and neither of them is 'real' enough to mean we have to do anything atall with our lives."

(Hmm, let's see how many characters I can channel at once.....)

I have purpose to my life. That purpose does not require being submitted to a committee of entrenched cyberelders in order to exist, or indeed to be more real than they are themselves. I have the certainty that I am not delusional in my awarenesses, and have tested myself on that point many times -- why then should I have to be patient with those who attack the sanity of anyone who mentions that there's more than the merely-material surface of things to be seen, or more to my soul than the present lifespan and its trappings. Or that I have a soul atall, a point that cannot be disproved within me. If I have a soul and know it, then those who claim there's no such thing must be a tad lacking, ne c'est pas? I have no obligation to coddle their mentalities by pretending to be something less than I am. Hell, it's hard enough pretending to be a normal human atall, without these hypermechanistic subjectivists trying to force their view on the rest of us and call it progress.

Same thing with free will, by the way...physical conditions and restrictions of consciousness are real-but-temporal things -- the fact is, we all make choices that are as free and conscious as we are ourselves. Don't blame others for having more awareness....that's the argument of a blindfish, not even a man, railing against those who have seen in the old Platonic cave. It's rather inimical to self-evolution, you know...

Heh, I'm rambling vehemently and I'm far more than half-serious. Take it as you will, but I'm waxing so philosophical that perhaps I ought to slice a bit off and see if I've inadvertantly embalmed Carolyn Jones underneath....:-?


But to conclude......so I added a warning to my welcome. It's not uncommon, these days, and I do think it's a good deal less standoffish than many a profile I've seen so far. Hardly untoward or unwarranted, in these lawless and uncivil times. To mangle a quote, "All you need ever know is that I am no one to be fucked with."
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